Things have been changing..
The people in my life,
the people I WANT in my life,
the way I look at things,
the way I see me.
There are some big things coming my way,
I get to meet my biological parents and siblings for the first time,
I have to make some huge decisions about my family,
I've got to keep evolving.
Today it feels impossible.
That the things coming are going to overwhelm me,
I almost feel like I am drowning.