Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Debbie Downer

I've gotten a lot of people asking me why I don't post more, why I'm not writing...

Truth is, I have been, just not here. I use writing to get thru the hard times, when I'm down and depressed, and honestly I haven't been fit for consumption lately.

That ends now.

I'm still down, stressed about health issues, been in an outta doctors offices with no real answers and worry in my mind. I weighs heavy on my heart.

Money is strapped pretty snug, choosing between stopping auto pay on our insurance so we can eat till next payday... It happens to everyone. But it feels like it's my fault.

Sometimes it feels like the weight of the world is just sitting on your shoulders, ya know?