Ever have those moments when reflecting on your life and think
"HOW THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN"
Its something i wonder often.
How the fuck did my life turn into this??
(def not complaining, i love who I am and where I am)
Looking back at all the choices, good and bad
looking at all the life events that have led to this moment..
Why the fuck haven't i been
given an award for most creative breakdowns.
I'm not really crazy, just intense.
Like a chemistry experiment, one wrong measurement or chemical and
I blow the fuck up.
i used to.
I've calmed down,
Where the fuck is this post going.....
Ive been thinking...
i need one of those digital voice recorders..
cause thats the thing about RANDOM Thoughts,
I forget them..
well not really,
but when im thinking them i usually talk them out
with my self
i'm doing it,
well this second my time
not when you are reading it..
but maybe at that second i am reading this again too..
and talking about it,
i got side tracked..
Do you ever wonder
"how the fuck did i get here?"